Monday, 7 December 2009

Couldn't sleep the whole night last night. I guess after reading "Songs of the humpback whales" By Jodi Picoult, and switched off the lights around 3.30am, i just lay there with trillion of things running in my mind. I cant put myself to sleep. Each time i close my eyes, im seeing alot of things, im thinking of alot of things. Im on the verge of crying, but whats the point? Theres no bringing back anything? Theres no point crying over spilt milk. Im trying to view things on a brighter point of view now. Trying to keep my mind off that. But how can i? I'm adapting very well to a situation where i have no connection AT-ALL, i cant sms, i cant even feel what its like to touch a phone. What i've lost is not just that 200 over dollars phone, but ALL my contacts, all my important memos and schedules and stuffs, all my memories, all my photos. DANG IT. I havent even uploaded any photos from my phone to my computer. Now that its lost, im feeling mad, sore and terrible.

CURSE YOU! That fella that is enjoying what's not hers. Please. I pray everynight, but i guess he's not listening to me up there. I really hope that god damn it person will return it to me as soon as possible. I really hope you choke on your food, or walk and slip, cross a street and get bang down, walk under blocks and got killed by killer litters, go to the zoo and get killed by animals, go bird park get attack by birds, take a photo and all come out blur ones, call someone and the phone just switch off, my LCD spoil you cannot do anything because its touch screen, my phone get cranky you cant do anything. I really hope shaun the sheep will tell me where he is. He's hanging on my phone, watching those disgusting fellas enjoying such a windfall.

Thats what they say ain't it? "Finder keepers, loser weepers?" Well damn you! You god damn return it or i will never stop cursing you. YOU HELL GODDAMNIT KIND OF A PERSON!

!@#$%^&*() !!!!!!

It sucks, to lose everything. Not only the phone itself, my all my stuffs within those pink shells. It sucks to feel like a sore loser. It sucks to experience such a situation. What happen to "When god closes one door, he opens another?" WHAT HAPPEN TO THAT!?

What happen to "You shouldnt keep whats not yours?" !!!!???? HUH!?

DAMN IT! DAMN YOU AND YOUR WHOLE FAMILY! DAMN YOU! Go to hell! Die! JUST DIE!

No point feeling angry now anyway. I am searching for a solution to get myself out of this calamity. He is hell one of a typhoon, or a volcano. A destruction i can say. So save myself before not only am i going to suffer. Everyone is, within this whole residential.

"In life, there are no make-up exams. Choose carefully." Something i saw very meaningful while watching Disney Channel.

Alright, not going to blog now. Im angry, frustrated and so vexed. Damn it.

Take each stride with a SMILE, 12:58.