Hey Nicholas, THANKS for the
Marimo.
Marimo's are actually algae-liked balls or moss balls... ITS CUTE! not the actual moss balls, but the
Marimo strap. Anyway, i did not WIKI it as a matter of fact. Saw it somewhere on TV or something. SEE, parents of the universe, television is not a ruin-your-life box.
CONGRATULATIONS to those that got promoted to year 5 next year! Well, its
N'level.....its like a stepping stone to a better future. I
dont know if the examinations are tough or not, but its still an examination, and there surely will be failures who did not make it through. Well, congrats to those anyway.
I guess the release of the N will be the same as the
O's.
Im picturing the event now, when
im in the hall, collecting my
O's results next year in January....
Im anxious, anticipating, excited, nervous yet afraid too. Its all these mix feelings that sometimes,
when i think about it, i keep seeing myself hitting only the 15 point range....and i get real petrified. Of course,
i'd want my 9 points and get into
SAJC or at least a good course of my choice in poly. but seriously, i
havent thought of what i am going to do if i hit the 20 point range or even worst 30 point range (Which i am very confident of it that its not happening. FAR FROM IT MANN) I
dont know if over confidence will kill, or if confidence will ultimately get you to your goals, but i have a dream. I have a dream of a successful future waiting for me. And i believe, i will get there. Our goals are all there, its which route we all take. I cant wait for January to come, seriously.
Im visualising myself getting my slip, and
laughing hysterically, patting myself on the back and telling myself "I knew it, all the hard work is worth it."
Lets all face it. We all know how we are going to fare the moment we finish our papers. We know it ourselves how much hard work we've put in and how much determination we've put in. All in all, we already roughly know how we are going to fare.
im not sure if all my determination and hard work will put me through, and get me to where
i've always wanted to be, but no matter what,
i'd still say this, i believe.
Im looking forward to that day in January.
i'll see myself crossing my fingers waiting for my turn. I may not see my name on the top 10 list on the screen again (Although i really hope the visualizer will flash my name once more. Its nice to see mine up there like the previous time. because you know that whatever you've done is worth it. And people that have looked down on you can go eat shit.) but
i'll definitely see myself smiling when i hold my result slip.
i'll see the points i want printed on my slip, and
i'll be hopping around rejoicing.
I'll be the one consoling, not the other way round.Anticipating. I believe, i'll get there.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 17:51.