SABRINA CELEBRATES the 100th post on this bloggie!!!!!!!! The 100th person that tag will get $15.00!!!!! :D *(Terms and conditions apply)
*Must be 100 different person. Counting the probability of about 10% that someone may get that money. HAHA. Okay enough of world random nonsense. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When i woke up this morning, i knew it will be a different day. It felt like asif i have finally grown up, like im not sabrina at 15 anymore, or Sabrina at 16 anymore. how time flies, and now, the O's is OVER and i have a temp job. Time is chasing me from behind, everything around me evolves and changes into greater things. Its not like you could play around in school and act bully anymore. Or continue that study-lifeless-muggerer life and pretend like nothing is happening around you. There are greater things to worry about, more important things to think about and more important stuffs to do. It felt like everything around me is changing constantly and till now, i dont feel like ive grown up inside. Inside me, i feel like im still as carefree as a bird, like as if im still 10 or 11. But up there im thinking of so many things, planning for so many things, anticipating so many things!
Went with Jie to the bank this morning to make an ATM CARD! OMG! YES! Finallly, im owning that dangerous temptation-sucker little blue devil in my wallet. The thing that produces money after pressing some numbers. That thing that suddenly made me feel like asif im really an adult.
Come to think of it, sometimes i feel like as if im thinking too much. Some people say "Why hurry? Just wait and something will happen." "Why plan? What if your plans dont happen as planned? So just wait and see what happens next." "Whoa, i really dont know what to do. I dont know what to do in the future. I really dont know." "I dont know and i dont care. I'll just go into any poly or JC and see what happens." WHY. Is this standard 16 year old mentalitys? Dont people know what they want. Its you yourself that knows yourself BEST. I just feel that if i dont think about my future now, when i start to think about it next time, it'd be too late. And if i just live my life aimlessly, life will be meaningless. I dont like to go somewhere without any aim, without knowing what to do, and you waste time. I dont like it, doing something without knowing the purpose of it. And i hate to follow aimlessly around, or simply just follow blindly behind. I'd rather choose between an eagle and a sheep, i'll gladly take the eagle. Although you'll start to find how lonely you can be, but i'll soar up high, strong and independent.
I NEED BAND PRAC!!!!!! I need to practice on the drumset. I need to practice my skills. I have to. I must. and i want to. Time to work on that part and master it.
Many exciting events coming up next week! WOOO! Im excited! ARE YOU ARE YOU ARE YOU!?
"The world is catching after you, while you're running away to chase your dreams."
Take each stride with a SMILE, 18:45.
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17 in the year 2010
▪Percussionists
▪YCKSB Alumni▪SWO.
▪ GPA 3.8
▪ Play the Drumset GODLY
▪ Melbourne University Law School
▪ DSLR Camera
▪ pass the LSAT and get accepted!
▪ Guy Laroche wallet
▪ new pair of vic ferth drumsticks
▪ Pair of Evelyn Glennie signature series Drumsticks
▪ new GUESS wallet
▪ Mont Blanc Watch
▪ new specs
▪ A BOYFRIEND!!!!! :O
▪ AWESOME 18th birthday