WOW. Another leg killing day again! Working is FUN, for now. Haha. Get to see handsome guy again! Haha. Must try to know more about him. HAH! LOL!
Nothing went wrong again today, IM SO HAPPY! Besides some very GEI GAO customers trying to make things difficult for me, all else is fine. Shall work the next expo sale again. Hopefully can get to see that handsome guy! HAHAHAHA.
I guess i have to keep practising my chinese again. listen to me speak and you will never i belief im a A1 student. I realise i have promblems communicating in chinese with certain customers. cents i can say wrongly also. Before i open my mouth i have to think real hard what word to use. Its not good, because im a Chinese, got A1 for chinese, but CANT SPEAK CHINESE! Mdm Ye was right. Before i left the hall, she told me, dont despise chinese, dont forget the language, dont stop speaking it because you will need it for a long long time. I've always thought i would never ever touch it again. but everyday i have to speak it, use it, listen to it when certain customers talk to me. Its great when you have customers that small talk with you and make your day alot more happier but it gets the hell like shit when they make things difficult for you or shoot sacasm at you when they know theres a problem but they pruposely wait until you process everything. This gives them a chance to shoot isnt it? Maybe thats leisure to them, but HEY we are working, ASSHOLE. Im just a newbie, some temp green horn that has never done this before. im trying my best, so give me a break will ya.
Its funny how i always put on a smile infront of them but in me im curssing real hard.
this, for the first time, allowed me to put on a mask. ive realise, in the outside world, a mask is inevitable. You have to put it on when the times comes.
Its just not me, to wear a mask, something that is not what im feeling inside. Its not. But i have to smile, everytime, because its part of my job. Well, all else is fine except some idiots but i love my job so far. It gives me the experience, i earn some pocket money and i get to make new friends. WHATS MORE? Ogle at handsome guys and drool? HAHA LOL!
Whoa siao. I think i ki siao already.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 00:38.