GOODBYE my flat, huge, long screened Computer. And that white psp that lies on my table everyday, and my black, flat screened samsung plasma, and all that black box with a green "X" on it that allows you to play games, and all the other entertainment and indulgence in the world. Now play "GOODBYE MY LOVE" song behind and read this post. :D

Prelims is screwed i guess. Havent got back all the results though. But with 2 AB's, what more could i expect? Gotta mug my way up this scary ladder called the O' Levels. Im pumping up my determination and knowledge by the second. So im soaring. IM SOARING! SEE ME FLY!!!! FLY! I SAID FLY!

YES. WIN IT. BEAT IT. ACE IT. OWN IT. (:

So, this shall be the last post for now, which should had been done a long time ago. Im not gonna involve myself in all these time wasting, brain draining, entertainment anymore, FOR THE NEXT TWO MONTHS!!!! said who? Said ME.

BYE E N T E R T A I N M E N T! I'D B E B A C K. S O O N.

Now i have my awesome books and that lovely black machine that plays music by the side of my desk in the study.

WOOO. INDULGING MYSELF IN THE WORLD OF MUGGINESS. YES. INDULGENCE. MUGGY MUGGY AWESOME EXPERIENCE. (:


"I BELIEVE IN KARMA! BECAUSE I SAW IT TODAY. LINKED IT TODAY. AND IT FELT..........--------SCARY. It was like.... a chain reaction. From over the years."


Love whatever mom said to me today. "MOM KNOWS IT BEST......." Yup. You do know whats best. (:
Thanks for the never ending encouragement and all that you've always done. Mom knows it best. YUP YOU DO. YOU ALWAYS DID. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK!!!!! :))))))))))))) And my lovely AH MAH! :)

Birthdays comes once every year and its funny how one would do only all the special things on that day, say all the special things on that day and celebrate and enjoy life that day. Why say special things only to that person, only on that very day? Just appreciate that person everyday, love them everyday!

(: WOOOO LOVE ALL MY BUDDS!

-Joanne G.
-Marcoooooose
-JON
-Nick the handy dandy man
-Noel
-Andrew
-HUI XIN
-YING SI
-MR BANANA (:
-AND YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!
AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! HAHA

Fever Fever go away
Please dont come again another day!!

:O

L1R5 is gone and there will be 2 AB printed on my result slip. :CCC So unlucky....
Hopefully this does not happen during O's.

Thanks jonathan and Marcus who came to visit me! and bought me mooncake and watermelon! HAHAHA! Sorry never really "Zhao Dai" you guys prperly... very tired
Been sleeping the whole day... Haven't been studying for the whole day and im pretty worried for tomorrow's paper. Hopefully, All else will be fine. Im relying on you, GOD.

:)

AHHHH! mugging in the library :D and taking a break now. Finally completed alot of chapters of physics! IM ROWING OUT OF THE RIVER WITH MY LITTLE SAMPAN! All i need now is a motor to make me go faster. C:

WOOOO studying alone is good :)

Tired
I'm feeling very drained out
BUT ITS OKAY!
CANNOT LET ALL THESE PULL ME DOWN!
GO GO GO GO!!!

Im panicking.
Yes i am.

Tomorrow better be good. So will the weeks following after.

Im not sure how prepared i am tomorrow.
Armour? checked.
Swords? Checked.
Brains? Not here. DISAPPEARED!




:OOOO A1!!!!!

Believing is HAPPENING. Realising is VISUALIZING.

Finnaly saw the light for Emaths..... IM WALKING OUT OF THE JUNGLE! IM WALKING OUT OF THE JUNGLE! YES!

:) Somedays when i sit down on the chair, i feel so lazy and restless. Why, at such point of time, im still feeling like that. Occassionally i keep having the "AIYA DONT CARE LAH" feeling. Why, at such point of time im still having these thoughts.
SHOW ME THE LIGHT SOMEBODY! I need to bring up my sciences from a F to a A1! HAVE TO, GOT TO, MUST DO!

Gosh im like typing with a huge pear in my mouth. And im salivating.... :O
*gross*



Somehow, it feels better whenever you put on a smile.
:)
Im trying very hard to decipher what it is, bud.

Haha, shall upload it here and watch it another day. :D After studying probably. TAH...

I AM BOOST UP! ARE YOU??

Had the Booster session With instructor Leroy today. :) I DID MY CHECKLIST!!! AND YES I WANT TO GO SAJC! Didn't raise my hand though, when he asked those questions, and i came to realised that whatever he said about "Life doesn't care about..." Was so true. Yes, Life doesn't care if you were having menstrual cramps while doing your examinations, Life doesn't care if you're poor, Life doesn't care if you are pregnant with your boyfriends' kid and you're going to take your O's; Life doesn't care when you're having a splitting headache when you're doing your paper; LIFE DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS OR ANYTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE. It ALL BOILS DOWN to that one very important certificate you are going to receive next year. And yes, there is no annex printed behind to tell whoever that is going to hire you in the future or any tertiary schools next year whatever that happens while you're doing your paper.

I also made a new revelation.
There are two kinds of people.
One- When you tell them theres a hole ahead and when you walk over you will fall and die, they will listen. They will not check wether whatever you're telling them is factorial. They will listen to you and make the wrong judgements, thereby deriving to a wrong decision. They will do ANYTHING that is safe, ANYTHING that is easy. These are the people that gives up whenever they face a certain hurdle or problem.
Two- When you tell them there's a hole ahead and when you walk over you will fall and die, they will walk up, and check wether whatever you've said is true. They will take their chances even if theres only one route (Which is through the hole) to their goal. They will challenge themselves. These are the people that has goals and wants to acheive them. These are the people that will take every challenge or problem they face as a chance to perform their best. These are the people that will eventually succeed.

There are also another kind of people that whatever advice you tend to give, they will come up with lots and lots of excuses just to make themselves feel better. Just to make themselves feel good. These are the people that doesn't need help at all. Because no matter what you say, they are not going to make an effort in trying to change, but, come up with lots of excuses to make themselves feel better.

Whatever it is, LIFE DOES NOT CARE. It doesn't.

:)
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Can't wait for O's to quickly come. At least i know i won't regret after doing my papers. At least i wont have to worry during my long breaks. Because i know i did my part. JIA YOU!!!!

I HAVE THE DRIVE
I HAVE THE DETERMINATION
I HAVE THE POWER!

Its easy to get the determination, Just remember "IF I CAN'T, THEN I MUST."

Was searching randomly onlone and i chanced upon this website http://www.astrology-online.com/ and read on CAPRICORNS. OMG its so true and awesome. Interesting :D

OMG really like this song! have to find the score :D

徘了徊了走了　
錯了哭了痛了累了倦了睏了　
煩了亂了冷了　都是真的

瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的複雜的夢過的　
擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢

你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了我等著你等成了擺設

我的你的他的　好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的　酸的甜的苦的　
都還記得

非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　
只得放了

環島的火車載著我第幾天了
忽然發現這一刻
我不想你了

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻不准問值不值得

我的快樂　會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻不准問值不值得

我的快樂　會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的復雜的夢過的　
擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢

非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　
只得放了

放了...　忘了...

:)



wooo found the score already! yes! must thank this person in the video. HAHAHA!

I've got a feeling i would do rather well for prelims at the rate im going. Starting to see many signs to go out of a jungle for Emaths, poa. Already out on top of the mountain for Amaths, humanities. Already stuck a flag up the top of the mountain for Chinese. And for sciences, still lost deep into the thick damp forest. :C

HAVE TO GET OUT OF THERE! HAVE TO!!

IF I CANT THEN I MUST!


I just made a new revelation. Studying hard doesn't ensure you good grades, but studying less and accurately, precisely and studying correctly does ensure you good grades.

Whatever it is, have to reach my goal. No more fooling around.

SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!! WOOO!
- Which also means, Study week is back...
Well, at least untill November.. Doesnt matter. because by then, everything will be OVER and i can play like theres no tomorrow without feeling a wee bit guilty. :)

Didn't have to go back to school today... BECAUSE I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CHINESE!! YEAH! See my excitement? :))) Haha, must be thinking "show off..... so? Chinese only.." whatever, as long as i feel good myself. :)


Went online yesterday and chanced upon a website whereby you get to write for publications. I don't know how to put it. But anyway i signed up for it and hopefully its not some SCAM. Its free though, and they will send you some writing test and a 32 page brochure. -supposedly teaching you how to write for publications. And if you're good, or well i should say LUCKY, your works could be publicised... FREE.

Im not sure how reliable this may seem, but i'll take my chances. I dont lose anything do i?

Anyway, going off to mug while Jonathan floods my MSN page with songs. :)

One down, 5 more to go :D

English paper today. Its funny how, at such crucial time of the year, i can still make time out to blog or use the computer. For me, i practically study everyday. Including the weekends. Watch TV ONLY after i study, whch is about 11.00 everyday or not at all if there are tests the next day. Have to constantly do revisions. I would sleep about half an hour when i come back from school or not at all and start revisions. after dinner before 8, i will use the computer for half an hour. You need a break once in awhile isnt it? Take little breaks. Dont fret for chinese papers.
I mean, if i can get A1, all of you can easily get it, its how you think only. Because basically most of you speaks chinese at home or among friends. Which means that you have the foundation there and you have the exposure to mandrin. I DONT. so if i can, you can too! BELIEVE!

Right. So for english today, i guess i screwed the compo part. Didnt have any inspiration, didnt have any ideas and chose a very typical question - Disappointment, wrote very typical stearotype story and thats that. O's.... IM charging towards you.

YOU MAKE ME SMILE - Uncle Kracker

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile :)

Just the way, how im feeling now.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Storm, thunder and lightning with a heavy down pour.

ULTIMATE FOOLISHNESS, CRAP, SUAY!

Right after Science practical, followed Fanny peh to get her bottle from the hall. Right, i made the wrong choice, wrong decision and i get it. I know the seriousness of such an offence, but that doesnt deem me a ZERO does it? Just to think of it, because of such foolishness, and if i were to really get a ZERO, that would be truly stupid and wasted isn't it? Stupid because you made the wrong choice, stupid because you didnt follow the class, stupid because you made the wrong decision. And what they say? Choices have consequences. RIGHT. DANG!

But whatever it is, we wrote our statements and i can assure again that none of any information was being leaked out because its totally IMPOSSIBLE TO unless i use a loud hailer and announce my presence while walking towards the hall. Wedid not even step inside, nor talk about it while walking there. Whatever it is, its over, and i pray that this will not deem us a ZERO because if i get penalise for such foolishness, im gonna over react. I cannot control, but i will, over react. Over reacting is completely not what sabrina would do, but in a case of desperation, she cant control and it may just happen. Crap, what am i talking?
I just hope, since we've learnt our lesson, that they would not penalise us for that. Nonetheless, i'm very sorry for implicating the teacher in charge, because of our foolishness. Our foolishness to not ask for teacher's assistance and walk away from the class ---- to get a water bottle.

What a day.

Quarelled with mom. Great. i was talking about how i havent started quarelling with her the last post, i was talking about how i was controlling, and today, i raised my voice. Incredible, perfect timing, sabrina.
I was mad alright, i am frustrated, irritated and she is completely over reacting.
Over reacting, the fact that i didnt leave at 3.30 and when she called at 3.40, i was still eating. I dont understand! Its not like im somewhere, enjoying myself, out in the malls or whatever! GOD!!! I WAS EATING! DAMN IT!
Sometimes i just hope we could sit down and talk properly. Sometimes i just wished she would not over react.

What a day. Incredible. ultimate fools day.

Haha Miss swan very funny!

GOSH! have to catch this soon!!!

Prelims starting tomorrow! YEAH i am ready! BRING IT ON!!! :D

Ok enough of all those nags, enough of all those doubts....
I know they are just concerned, but i have been working hard all these times, everyday, and i have been doing my part. Im not like those wild kids that go out everyday and neglect their family, neither do i argue with them over self-centered issues and ask for materialistic goods all the time. I dont even get angry nowadays and i have been controlling my temper really well, each time remindind my self "winners control emotions". I dont even quarrell with them anymore or get angry because i cant go out. I RARELY get to go out with friends and i've never even ask for anything more. But recently its been getting hard to communicate. Though i didn't blow my temper or speak in a rude tone, things get sensitive each time, even if its just a mere matter. I dont understand. Sometimes the pressure builts up untill i can take it no longer. I need a break, i need a break!

But its okay, because "Pay first play later" .... But so to let you know, you dont have to doubt me, wether or not im really studying upstairs you know. You dont have to doubt me wether im really working hard. Because i know the importance and im a sensible kid you know. I know what im doing, and i understand you're just concern.

I HAVE, the determination
I HAVE, the drive
I HAVE the POWER of my FUTURE in my hands.
-sabrina k.

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