Eew. As much as i hate this colour, it describes exactly how i am feeling now. Sick, nauseous, and disgusted. WHY. I'll come to that later.
School like usual, lessons, listen to Mr Gopal talk, dozed away a few times and then VA starts. There was this rumour going around in school that around Ang Mo Kio area, there is this malay aunty that sells keropok, 3 packets for 10 dollars. It is said that this hunched-back woman has a G--ST (You know what that is. I'm not spelling it here.) on her back, which is the reason she is hunched, and when she approaches you to buy her keropoks, you are supposed to buy it. If not, it is rumoured that the G--ST on her back will haunt you. Freaky, but i don not know if it's true. Its also said that she will only approach Malays. And there were a few encounters by a few people in the school. I seriously do not know if what has been spreading around recently is true, but i still find it hard to believe and its extremely freaky.
So, i was talking about how i was feeling. Yes. Board an extremely crowded bus a few minutes ago from Bishan and was squashed between many humans. I was carrying my extremely heavy bag and two subway plastic bags on my hand together with my Amaths textbook. Its already bad enough that although people know that there isnt much space but they want to squeeze so as to make sure that they have enough space for themself. So i was squashed in between at the far corner of the standing area in the bus and then a cute half-ang moh comes along, and stands infront of me. I was like "Oh My Goodness. Look at his face." So i was trying to divert my uncomfort to this guy standing infront of me. No i wasn't staring at him, salivating. I WASN'T. And then alot of people rush to go to the door when its already SO CROWDED. And the point is, The bus haven't reach the stop yet. So people are like "Excuse me." Pushes and "excuse me" squeezes. When they got down i was like "Wow. finally. and then another group of people boards the bus. Whole process starts again just that now, this is the part. This woman stands next to me. Young, slim, look quite pretty lady. She was wearing a sleeveless blue blouse and then she raises her hand to hold the handle bars....
AT THAT MOMENT I FELT LIKE AS IF I COULD DIE! the armpit, sweaty armpit, a few centimeters from my face produces a kind of.... OMG! so pungent, i felt like i was suffocating. I tried to divert my attention to the cute guy again but OMG IT WAS THAT BAD! i feel so nauseous now. I feel like i could puke the whole year's meals out. You kow the feeling when you felt like you want to puke but you cant? OMG. ITS TERRIBLE.
I dont know why im feeling so terrible.......
right.... Armpit.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 20:11.
Thursday, 30 July 2009
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There they go again. Andrew, can't you control yourself? :D Andrew's temptation for men is growing.
The funny part is, not them, but the person behind this video. PYS voice.
Aloysius Moon walking
Again, you hear PYS voice. "Whats the point? I Dont get it. Whats the point?"
The point is, he's trying to show how much better he is than your grandfathr in dubai.
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Tired Tired. Didnt do my best for the shuttle run today! 12 bloody seconds! HOW CAN THAT BE?????
Tighs are huring, legs are hurting, its time to really go for jogs regularly. :D
More tests tomorrow and i dont think i would be updating everyday anymore. ANOTHER 2 months and a small handful days! LETS WIN THIS TOGETHER.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:03.
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
OMG! haha. ITS RED TODAY :D Amaths test tomorrow! I'm SURE I CAN PASS THIS ONE!!! Conference for the first time over the phone with queen bee, joanne, aloysius, andrew and eugene. Oooh Finally knew how to do alot of questions!! And then Mr NG comes to the rescue! Haha. so sorry, rung him up at 11 plus to ask a few questions. :D
OMGOMG! I BETTER PASS! I KNOW I CAN :D
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:31.
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
Red Jumpsuit apparatus- Your guardian Angel
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Adam Lambert- Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Goin' no where, goin' no where And their tears are fillin' up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dyin' are the best I ever had I find it hard to tell ya, I find it hard to take When people run in circles it's a very, very Mad world Mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Make them feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dyin' are the best I ever had I find it hard to tell ya, I find it hard to take When people run in circles it's a very, very Mad world Mad world Mad world Mad world
Wooo nice songs :D Awesome lyrics :)
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:34.
ITS ORANGE TODAY! WOOO! Haha. :DD Though its been a rather tiring day, i'm feeling energetic and light. :D And rather HIGH. Have not been feeling the usual study stress, and i realised memorising notes and facts takes me a shorter time these days and i'm beginning to understand and do rather well in my subjects! :D HEES.
PE was GREAT. WHY. Many people hate PE like mad, tired, feels restless, hate it, curse it, dislike it, whatever. But PE makes us even more alert, and allows us to focus more in class. Dont you think so? WE SHOULD HAVE MORE PE! WOOO! Haha! Battled in my brain throughout the whole running process. Came to a new revelation : NEVER GIVE IN TO THE LITTLE VOICE INSIDE. GIVE IN and YOU DIE. Felt like stopping to walk and take a few rests while running, felt like stopping somewhere and watch people go by me. But i didn't take any stops. Debated inside with the little voice, and persevered.
Spent one hour hunting for a new suitable spectacle in the spectacles shop and finally settled down for a white pair of glasses. :) im rather happy about it, and i will not care about what opinions i'm going to receive tomorrow or the day after or the day after. Because opinions no longer matter as long as I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF. YES. :)
Even more tests tomorrow. Just had 3 today and another one tomorrow. ITS GREAT! ITS AWESOME! Because like this, it pushes us to study and work more. Mdm Chua Ngee (X2) is right. We should be more kiasu, we should want to strive to be the best instead of only hoping to pass or be an average student. :D
JIAYOU! Its the last leg of the race. A few more handful days more. AND I KNOW I CAN DO IT!
Favourite Picture of the day. :D haha. Took this while waiting for the trafic light to turn green.
:D
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:07.
Monday, 27 July 2009
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:42.
OMG everybody! Visit this webpage! http://www.newmoonthemovie.com/ ALL twilight fans would love this. I'm sure non-twilighters will like this too :D
Tests tests and MORE tests! :D Its GREY.... and i'm blogging again. I'm fighting the battle with my eyes, before i make this last post and go to bed. 3 tests tomorrow!
BRING IT ON! I'M ON FOR IT!!! I'M READY! YEA!!!! :DDDD
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HAVE TO CATCH THE COMING AUGUST!!!!
* G.I JOE *UP *GAMER
:D
Take each stride with a SMILE, 19:04.
ITS BROWN TODAY! :C I'm MEGA TIRED.....
Can't believe i'm playing some "guess the sketch" on facebook as recommended by jonathan.
Okay, before i go back to my books...... a few randomness :D
PRESENTING, The COUPLE OF THE YEAR! Madly in love with each other : ALOYSIUS and ANDREW!!! Lovely double A's :))))
See how happy andrew is???
Happily in class.... :D
Always holding hands, helping each other to stretch..... OMG. 402's very own broke back mountain :D
When Coolio meets Nerdio :D
PICTSIOS!
MEET "KING" ! :)))) Japanese spitz! YOOHOO. haha.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 18:02.
Sunday, 26 July 2009
ITS BLUE TODAY! I'm feeling tired, lethagic and aimless. WHY?
Tuition was fun. HURRAY. Finally grasp the concept of kinematics and area under region. And finally what the hell is going on for PHYSICS. Time to get some A's for science!! And then drop the damn paper with the 75 score mark infront of those that once said its impossible for me to make it. *smirks*
Havent mug alot today. Did abit of Amaths, SS, homeworks, struggled with all the overdued CHEM papers. And now, i'm thinking of what excuse to come up with and tell Mrs wee, so that she wont call my parents, so that she wont dial that few numbers to just call and say your child havent pass up her worksheet, so that i would have more time to do that piece of paper. !!! Time seemed to be never enough. WHY.
I guess, i havent been pioritising well. Right.
Okay, going off now, back to some mugging and the computer is going to automatically shut down in a few seconds. TAH!
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:49.
Saturday, 25 July 2009
HAHA. "feels like you're in LOVE"
taking my 10 minutes break from my 60-10 study plan and decided to help "uncle TOBY" promote this awesome nutricious muesli bar :D
formular of staying awake in the morning : Orange juice + muesli bar :D
REALLY WORKS! PLUS, uncle TOBY tastes GREAT! PERFECT FOR THE FAMILY!
When fingie meets MR Greedy :D
I guess i have been saying this every post. But it's true. If you mug hard but it doesnt go in, what's the point? you end up wasting time. MUG HARD and MUG RIGHT, know what you are doing, ask yourself "what have i learnt?" at the end of the day. Do TYS or any revisions after studying. Sure to be inside there forever.
Alright-y. Going back to my books in a jiffy. :)
Dad asked about my goals a few moments ago. Thought real hard and decided that i would like to make it to a JC then a local Uni. HAVE TO HAVE TO! or, make to SP architecture then go NUS and take a degree for architecture. HAVE TO, MUST DO.
Thought about "i dont know" and realise if you keep telling yourself "i dont know" or "sure cannot lah" or "I'm scared....." it will really enforce a kind of negative impact on whatever you're doing eventually. Just keep going, just keep pushing, just keep climbing. Never ever tell yourself its impossible. Because the impossible never happens.
"Believe, trust, YOURSELF" :)
ooh, its ORANGE today. I'm feeling BRIGHT and SUNNY :DDDD
Take each stride with a SMILE, 20:42.
Fought a battle on the bed, played tug-o-war with my eyes and screamed in my brain, struggled to off the alarm and debated inside wether or not to wake up, and the "choices has consequences" flashed in my brain, each time getting bigger and bigger. And i guess, after 50 minutes of struggle, i got up, won the battle and sat up thinking what to do now. Right, bathe and revision.
It hardly happens, for me to wake up 8.50 on a Saturday morning. Saturdays are meant for sleeping in, and i always slept through the afternoons. :O So motivational WS changed my perceptions and daily habits. Starting to wake up on saturday mornings and start off with revisions, whole brain notes, mind mappings and TYS. Its like war, you debate inside wether or not you should wake up now, and then you hear a little voive inside telling you, "just a few minutes more." Give in, and you DIE. You will find yourself waking up, 5 hours later! NEVER LISTEN TO THE LITTLE VOICE INSIDE! it always happens. I always hear the little voice inside and war begins.
Won the battle, stuggled down the stairs to the kitchen and saw my uncle on the front page of the newspaper.Yes, he is a crazy fan of LIVERPOOL. And yes, he is there sitting on the table, letting them sign their signatures on his LIVERPOOL shirt. MADNESS! Whats with all the football craziness? But i bet if ss501 were to come, or freddie stroma, I'll run like mad and scream at the top of my voice with a pen and a mega poster. And i'll insist for an autograph and a photo taken! HAH!
Okay, enough blogging, back to the books now.
I just made a new revelation: PHYSICS is easy if you really understand and study it! Its all about applying concepts!
YEAH BABY! I CAN DO IT! SAJC, coming your way!!!! :D
Take each stride with a SMILE, 14:40.
Friday, 24 July 2009
Two weirdos playing with their hands. Choices has consequences, and Miss Gan stares at Aloy.
English VA today and Miss Gan took the class. Realised that she could go on and explain one question for 15 minutes. And this is what happens. Aloysius started figuring out how to do the "bang bunny" thing and after many attempts, the poor kid still fails. HAH!
So ying si tries a different (How should i put it? hand game? Sounds so wrong!) "hand game"
supposedly to help coordiate both your right and left brain.
90 MORE DAYS! MUG HARD MUG RIGHT PALS! :D
THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!
No more CHINESE tuition!! HURRAY! *jumps in exitement* Sat in the study a few moments ago and started doing whole brain notes, mind maps, and revisions. Felt like time is racing so quickly and it doesnt wait. So, mug right and mug hard pals! stop wasting precious time!
And, i have finally come to a conclusion that:
"buy your friends" application on facebook is STUPID, and basically DUMB. Dont you feel like as if you are being priced and people can control you virtually? What is the objective of it, really?
Because the blck keys, never looked so beautiful
And the perfect rainbow never seemed so dull
And the light shines, never seemed so bright a gloom
And the black keys, showing me a world i never knew
-Black keys, JB
Dont act like you know me well, beacuse you dont.
Because not everybody knows who i am, really.
So, dont behave like you know me.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:50.
Thursday, 23 July 2009
Yes, the crazy things you do, during breaks. Try saying the colours and ont the words quickly. :D
MR STARRER!!! I dont know whats with the starring game, but this guy LOVES to stare, for no apparent reason. And he enjoys doing that. SEE! you're doing it again!
My best friend's Handphone. Too poor to buy one? Find : YINGSI phone shop co. pte. ltd.
Specialise in personalized handphones with multi functions. Cheap and durable! WHILE STOCK LASTS! PLUS, they never run out of battery! SO ENVIRONMENTAL FRIENDLY!
Supposedly the eclipse day.... waited untill its over and oh.... we can only see 10 percent of it here. Its.... GREY.
95 MORE days to O's! Excluding Science practical. Yes.. 95 more stressing days! Can't wait for O's to faster come, quickly get over it and done with, do my best, and start the holidays! :D
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Pretty light lessons today.... Amaths, POA, humanities and all those stuffs. 403 and 404 had their motivational talk at the AVA today, and being very excited over LEROY, all of us kept pacing back and forth waving and peeping. YES. Crazy bunch. I guess they got irritated, they started pasting posters, covering the little window and none is left for us to peep. HAH!
I AM PROUD I JUST RECRUITED ANOTHER 2 MORE SHAUN THE SHEEP FANS!!
Under my influence, i have successfully recruited anothe 2 more shaun the sheep fans YES!! haha. WATCH IT! ITS GOOD! :DDDDD *sheepish*
Fine, enough of random blogging, back to the books!!!!
"MUG HARD, MUG RIGHT"
Take each stride with a SMILE, 18:17.
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
HAIRY POTTER and the half blood prince...
So its HARRY again.... Hairy Harry... OMG, sounds wrong. Went to watch HARRY POTTER and the half blood prince a few hours ago. Just realised this is the FIRST movie we ever watched as a family on a WEEKDAY night! It never happens during the weekdays, but i guess, it just happened. :D
And now, INTRODUCING THE MOST HANDSOME HARRY POTTER CAST!
FREDDIE STROMA as Cormac McLaggen! I guess he has approximately 5 mins screen time in this movie, showing only and nothing but his face and his handsome, heart melting smiles. Now you know why he has only 5 mins? Because he will outshine harry. Seriously, its not that bad a movie. LIKE ANY OTHER harry potter movies. Still the same, not bad. GIVE HIM MORE SCREEN TIME MANN! AND AT LEAST SOMETHING TO SAY! haha! OMG. Divine looking.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I dont know why, but many see me as a loner or a sole individual. I admit, i dont mind the fact of being alone or, putting it in a nicer way, independent. I dont mind the fact that you dont have people sticking with you, or in other cases following others. I dont mind the fact that i'm not born with a smile stick to my face, in any way that where ever i go, i seem to appear happy. I dont mind if my appearance have anything to do with any misconceptions of my personality. But people that know me, knows me. Whatever it means.
But i'm lucky that i have friends that supports me, that are there whenever i need them the most. That tells me whenever i'm wrong, that never gives me face, that lends me a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. Whoever you are, i thank you, and you guys make a difference in my life. Although i seldom hang out, but to me, friends need not be together everytime. True friends need not hang out everytime. True friends would understand WHY and not WHY NOT.
In any case, to end the post today, WATCH SHAUN THE SHEEP! Because cartoons are good! haha.
p.s Hairy potter is not that bad a movie. Give it a chance. Why listen to others remarks and decide to miss it for yourself? WHY CHOOSE TO BE A SHEEP?
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:01.
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
Felt dead in the morning. :X HAVE TO adapt to this new "diet".
6AM wake up, go school, VA, reach home 5 plus 6, Tuition, Homework, revision, sleep. And the whole process starts again.
It's 96 MORE DAYS TO O'S!! CHIONG!!! :D
Saw the notice board and OMG GRAD NITE's THEME is : MASQUERADE
So we'll have to wear fanciful dresses and a mask :D What if the theme is RECYCLABLES? haha! OMG!!
Listening Comprehension tomorrow! Pray i dont fall asleep midway! HAHA! Caught the flu, and the nose is dripping badly. OH GOSH, please stop.
And to end the day is this:
YES. What matter most is how you see yourself.
No i havent change. I'm not a complete different person. Just because you see me a few minutes a day and i look gloomy doesnt mean i'm moody, a person that cant take jokes. And BY THE WAY, if jokes meant insulting others intelligence and everything about them, What are real jokes then? I DO NOT KNOW. Its your kind of humour. IS ALL I CAN SAY, MY FRIEND. :)
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:43.
THIS IS A MUST WATCH!! :D
Enjoy! Its : Shaun The Sheep (Still Life)
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:33.
Monday, 20 July 2009
Taking a break from my "Mug Hard, Mug Right" Sabrina campaign. Haha. Just taking a break away from those books. Planned my timetable and with Va and all, thers not much time to complete much. Squeezed everything into the remaining hours for revision time, plus homework time and tuition. OMG! but it's okay. "PAY FIRST, PLAY LATER" Isnt it? :D
Just went to the SAJC website and saw.... JAE(2009) cut-off points
SCIENCE STREAM: 8 ARTS STREAM: 9
OMGOMGOMG! Better work hard, work smart and work right!!! HAVE TO, GOT TO, MUST!!
Theres still CHEM test tomorrow and VA -.- and my nose is breaking down like a running tap. "SOMEBODY! CALL THE PLUMBER!" :(
Went for Chinese tuition today! HOORAY! It's the LAST chinese tuition after 12 years! Unless i go in JC and tuition continues. I'm confident and i believe i will do well in the chinese o's which DOESN'T entitle me to any retaking of it.
Felt the laziness, heared the devil talking to me again. The little devil beside my head telling me "Take a break. Watch TV, stop studying!" and then i look up, everywhere, there are posters reminding me to work hard and all. ITS OK! MUST PERSEVERE!!!
I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT I CAN!!!! For goodness sake!
:D Hees. Okay, Going back to the books again. :D
p.s (Uncle toby bars + Orange Juice = REALLY helps to keep you awake and energised and focus throughout the day! ) :DDDD
Okay, this is the mom's song which Andrea showed us today. I find it pretty interesting. :D HAH. ENJOY.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:18.
ADAM KHOO MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP DAY 3 !!
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Day 3..... Didn't look forward to it, couldnt bear to leave those guys and i never like the last day of events. Because you feel unbearable. You feel like the journey is too short. But it ended, PERFECTLY.
Firstly, have to really thank the 3 AWESOME trainers! Cool funny dude -LEROY, and the funny energetic cheek pincher - ANDREA and of course our lovable Ah Lian - Candice.
They all shared their life stories, their experiences and everything. And when Leroy told us about his story, i cried. I started reflecting on mine. I started thinking back. I started thinking hard. And i touch deep down below me, what have i done, really?
And then when he told us about his experiences and the things he saw when he was on trips, the things people said, the way people behave, i cried. I cried because that is reality. I cried because i thought back. And i really reflected on the 16 years of my life, how, and since when have i really appreciated someone and told them "Hey, thank you. You made a difference in my life." The worst part was when he said, can you imagine when you open the door and your parents are not there? You cannot remember the smell of them, the look. They are gone. And its too late... I broke down real hard. Because i thought back upon the things i really did. The things i really did and hurt them deep. The time when i begged to go for the concert and i didnt understand why they never allowed me. The time when i saw my dad cry infront of me. He shed tears of blood infront of me, pain, hurt. The times i really hurt them, so deep, i never knew. I never understood. TILL TODAY. i finally understood. I got it. Because parents are our guardian angels. They are always there no matter what. They never blame us for scolding them. They never blame us for losing our tempers. They never lose their patience when they were teaching us how to speak and walk. They come to you when you need food. They give you money when you need it. They are there, every single time. Its because we are too blinded with ourselves, we take things for granted. We never thought, one day, they will be gone. Perhaps tomorrow? or tonight? or the next morning? You never know. So cherish. And live life like theres no tomorrow. Like tomorrow never comes. THANK YOU LEROY! SO MUCH. Because it made a difference in my life, today, and forever. I was on the bus and i began texting my parents, how sorry i am, how much i love them, how thankful i am for all the things they have given me. And i said this, "because i finally understood and because you are the reason why i just told myself, i must succeed to provide you double the times of what you have given and provided me with." Because today i know, why i had to call her everytime i end school, or reach tuition, or end tuition. Because today i know why she nags and why, she cared so much about where i go, what time i'm coming back, and whom i'm with. Because Leroy's story made me understood why. The pain of a parent to lose his child or to see his child hurt, is something you can never imagine untill the day you yourself become one. Because for you to be save, is anything any parent to wish for. Any parent would beg to exchange their lives if it could dave yours one day. That, is the love, every parent has, for their child. The session today is valuable. Its a life lesson. And minutes later, mom replied, "you made me cry. I'm glad you finally understood." And she didnt thank god. she thanked "Adam Khoo." :O
The moment i reach home and i saw those two concerned faces waiting for me, i broke down real hard.
Be appreciative of all your parents do for you. Because one day, when you grow up, you'll thank them for "screwing" your life. You'll thank them for nagging, you'll thank them so much, because of all these that they have done, they mould you into a much better person.
And i always remember, flashing in the back of my head are these words. "Choices have consequences" and "PAY FIRST, PLAY LATER."
Motivational talk is done, is time well spent, and is fun. And when i grow older, after my o's, i would like to do the same thing as they have. I would join them as a coach and inspire others. Because to me, its more like self-satisfaction. Because it feels SO DAMN GOOD, to help others.
THANK GOD, im given all these opportunities.
And today, i decided, i'm going to pursue my dream of psychology. i'll work my way out. because I MUST SUCCEED. and i know I CAN.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 22:40.
Friday, 17 July 2009
ADAM KHOO MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP DAY2 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Had Common Test first... Hope i pass. nonono..... MUST PASS. :D Motivational talk was inspiring today... educational and i finally found out what i really wanted. Who i really am. What i really want to do with my life. The session with Andre was again another teary one. When she started talking about the most important person in my life, the one that will always and has been always been there for me, i thought instead of myself, but my parents. I thought about all the help and concern they have given me. All the love. How blessed i actually am. We watched some documentaries, the OPRAH show, about the girl whose life totally changed overnight. The girl who was burn untill beyond recognition. And the snake babies, and all the other problems people really face, problems unlike ours. We are very lucky. Lucky, to have such wonderful parents, lucky to have a roof over your head. Lucky, to have food on the table everyday. Lucky to have a bed to sleep on. Lucky to have parents that nag. Lucky, to have a school to go to. Lucky, because we are all perfect. Why, being so blessed, some just waste their lives awayand some just end theirs. Why blame everybody for all the setbacks you face? Why, be so complacent and always, never cherish anything untill the day we know we are going to lose it? Isnt it too late? Many times we doubt our abilities, we start to lose faith in ourselves, we start to listen to all the negative feedbacks we hear and feel bad about ourselves. Why not look deep inside you, and see the real you? Why not stand up and be proud of who you are and how you look like?
Andre brought us through a journey of knowing yourself. I know what i finally want and i'm sure of the choice i made. So what if people tell me Architecture is so tough? Architecture is so boring. Is this what you really want? You need to do alot of maths you know? Are you sure?? YES. i'm sure. I want to walk down the streets one day, or flip through a magazine or switch on the tv, or browse through a travel catalogue and see the buildings i design. I want to create a better living place for everyone. a better looking building, a better looking place, a place anybody would feel good being there. Because my father told me, What you really want, you will really work for it, nothing can stop you. Yes, exactly the same, candice told us. My dad told me this when i was in sec2.
WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST 16 YEARS? She was asking this, and i really thought hard. Is there really, anything i did that made me feel proud? I guess... I'm proud i managed to pass my maths from a F9 to an A2... and made it to the class i was aiming for which is 302. I wanted to take Amaths badly, i wanted to master mathematics. But what happen the next year? i started slacking. i started sliding and my grades start to swim further and further away. Untill i start to get single digit numbers. And by the time i started feeling bad about myself, i wanted to work hard again. But what have i been wasting my life on? how have i spent 16 years on my life on? TV, COMPUTER, SLEEPING, STONING, so many so many, so much time, which could have been properly made use of. But i hate it when people start looking down on me, giving up on me and the worst, telling me that i suck. And i will really prove it to them, that hey, YOU SUCK MORE.
The experience today was valuable. And i believe, i will succeed one day. Because i made that choice, and choices have consequences. YEAH BABY. haha. LOVE THAT PHRASE "choices have consequences" Dont you think it would bounce in your head and start to enlarge everytime you read it or think about it? Dont you think it has so much meaning in it and it warns you that hey, are you sure you want to do this? Think carefully. Because, choices have consequences.
Take each stride with a SMILE, 23:07.
Thursday, 16 July 2009
PHOTOS FROM YESTERDAY's VA PROGRAMME :D
Let me introduce to you, one interesting friend of mine. She has temperamental moodswings. One moment- DAMN HIGH Another- DAMN MOODY (and she looks like she could kill you anytime) BUT SHES A GREAT FRIEND! isnt she? :D Shes excited..... even by looking at her foolscap paper.
Another friend of mine who loves to wear double spectacles. He has such poor vision that he needs two specs! And he never shaves his nose hair or trims his eye brows. ITS TIME TO SHAVE MY FRIEND!
"I cannot resist it anymore. I have to look."
And she turns
Yingsi "I suddenly feel Eugene is damn handsome today"
(Captions are made up. haha.)
Let me introduce the companion of the year 2009! A friend you can never forget to bring it to school! Mr. THERMOMETER!
This is just one of the mad things huixin and i did during humanities. CNN ws going through the TYS. Something i did wrongly and yet, didnt listen. And i guess.... it just went on.... oh... look there. Its CNN with her outstanding MOLE.
I guess SCOOBY is feeling a little hungry over here...... Save BEARD PAPA!!!!!
ADAM KHOO MOTIVATIONAL WS DAY1
This is a "CHI HUA HUA" Dance. We were to memorise 20 words and to recite it in 25 Seconds. And this is the punishment. "CHI HUA HUA!!!"
Our sporting Eugene and Rashyd!!! *cheers*
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Its SIMPLY AWESOME! It was FUN. EDUCATIONAL. and simply MADNESS! The instructors were CRAZY! MAD! and just simply MORE THAN AWESOME! I went in to the room, not expecting much, anticipating something serious, and beneficial in some sort of way. But, we were greeted with loud music, CRAZY instructors and the whole class was DAMN HIGH. Besides learning alot of myself, alot of things whereby i could put into good use, to maximise my learning and brain capacity, we had FUN. It was CRAZY in there. And you bet! I'm looking forward for tomorrow and the day after!
Leroy (One of the instructors) shared with us many stories, scenarios, and alot alot alot of things. There was one which simply made me tear. He was telling us about the time when he received his A levels certificate. How his friend didn't make it but felt happy for him, but he couldn't feel the same way for the friend with whom he spend 10 years together doing almost everything. How he saw even his fellow rugby mates cry.... how, he felt looking at the friends whom didnt make it to the U. And he also told us, that day when we will eventually collect our O's results. How some would jump in fear, and some who jump in anger. How some would cry in tears of joy, and some, tears of pain. How some would sit in a corner because he's simply damn happy, and some would sit in the corner thinking what am i going to do now? How some cant wait to deliver the news home, and some dont even dare to push those buttons. How some cant wait to celebrate and you cant go along because you didnt do well. How you suddenly felt that the walk home or bus ride home felt so long..... and so many things were running through your head. How, the moment you step into your house, your parents start to nag and scold but you couldn't shout back, because you knew you already failed. They were right, by scolding you. And how, some parents would just keep quiet and let you have some time on your own.
And the concepts of paying first, play later. OR Playing first, pay later.
AND I MUST BE THE ONE WHOM PAY FIRST,PLAY LATER. i want to enjoy life when i'm older, retire at a early age. Watch others struggle while i sit at home and shake my legs, with nothing to worry about. Have lots of money whereby i can provide so many things for my family. Be successful in my career and marriage and have nothing much to worry about. And eventually, buy a house on a mountain where my parents can live there with a ranch or a farm. I want to grow old with nothing to worry about.
Can you imagine when you're in your late fifties or early sixties, and you're still struggling to make a living? to provide your family with that little money for their daily necessities? You have debts debts and more debts. Never ending bills you never seemed to be able to pay. A house you can never pay the loan finish. You live your whole life worrying about money, worrying about everyday, worrying about this, worrying about that. And when you retire with that little retirement fund, you live in a little house, you seem to rot there, you feel so tired and you cannot provide your children with anything. Because you work and slog like shit your whole life to pay bills and more bills and partly because you never improve yourself, you didnt study hard when you're younger, you didnt work hard enough when you were working and you didnt grab the opportunities you had when it came. You want to be like that?
NO. NOT ME. ABSOLUTELY.
:D
Take each stride with a SMILE, 19:43.
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